Monday, April 03, 2006 @6:01 PM
Insomnia - Chronic inability to fall asleep or remain asleep for an adequate length of time.
sounds so mama-dramafull.
but it's not. it just depreives a person, eg. miie, from my normall 5-6 hrs of sleep. and instead, is replaced with hours of counting backwards, flashbacks, unthinkable images, staring at the tv... and the list goes on...
proven how much draining it does; today in choir.
going into the last hour of practice, and sarrah( i dunno what's her reason fer her exhaustion)
and myself went into mental i-dunno-what-you-call-it... but one thing's for sure, our brains had officially stopped thinking.
proof? we were saying parts that we wernt supposed to. and mind you, that song's been jammed into our heads well enough that we'd prolly be able to do it... urm... forget it.
point is that sleep is gosh darn well important.
i want sleep. i need sleep. i think im craving sleep more than im craving chocolates.
and i want you. i want to be in your arms when i take my much needed sleep in my finally fixed air-conditioned room. and i want you to be the one i see when i wake up.
but im wanting too many things. and wanting you is not an option right now. you should know why. cause you are not here.
ok now. i think i shall shut up before my brain starts leaking out more dung than it alreadiie has.
oh dear brain. please function well. or at least be able to differentiate dreams from reality. no wait, strike that. PLEASE, im begging you to differentiate the DISGUSTINGLY arousing from the TOTALLY wrong to begin with.
it's not symptoms of desperation. it's not.speaking of dreams.
some say they carry meanings, others say they're just there to mess with the head. and i think mine's been messed up real good.