Monday, February 27, 2006 @9:30 PM
- slumping onto my new rollerchair, head on the table, fingers working on the keyboard -
Underneath this smile
My world is slowly caving in
All the while I'm hanging on
'Cause that is all I know
Could you be the one to save me
From every bad habit that has helped me
Dig this hole I've been hiding out for miles
Underneath this smile
I feel so weighted. it's like a big scoop of pistachio almond ice cream has just been plopped onto miie. verii heavy. im not carrying any burden, or at least i don't think i do. but it's just... i think im missing some pple alot. excuse my emotional status. im not being mock-emo or aniiting. this is just how im feeling now okay. leave miie alone.
Gerl, Kid, Babyshark...I Miss You ALOT ALOT!!!!!
im so soriie i've not been spending wadever time i can wif you babes... needed my space for studiies and craps the teachers had for miie after skewl. from days when i could drag ya'll out to douby ghaut and orchard... to days where i cant even spend lunch wif ya'll aniimore...
well, tok 2 miie okay.. i realii miss laughing wif ya'll... realii i do.
shall be back... teaching... wakkakakakkakakaa... i noe...
poor person im teaching... shall diie in corruption
oh well