Friday, November 18, 2005 @11:28 PM
p.s.(pls excuse da bad singlish. it's suppose 2 b liddat. 'impact')
" I oso dunno lah. No, realii, i dunno." Haix. How can 1 conversation make me think so much and end up feeling so messed up?Answer??? -left speechless-I just realized something that i've been sorta denying for the longest time; being alone is so much better than being surrounded by many. I mean, yea, it does get lonely sometimes. But i think it's so much better than being corroded by so much negative energy. Im not saying having friends are bad, or that they make life a burden. NO. that's NOT true.ALL im saying is that, sometimes, FRIENDS are enough. NOT close. NOT best. Cause there's gonna be someone out there who's gonna have a green eye abt it and make such a PETTY fuss.To hell with it.Everyone needs friends. I noe i do. But it sometimes seem that im being disliked for the ppl i 'hang' wif. It's as if im not 'allowed' to 'look out' for that particular person. Come on lah. Everyone's SUPPOSED to be there for EVERYBODY. itx not a subjected case, okay. Deal with it.I dunno if you know im toking 2 u. but i hope you dun feel offended. i mean, im just saying wad im feeling. it hurts a little. but im okay. hope you are too.So, how many cups of sugar does it take to get to the moon??